what happened to me today?

i like looking at my friends' blogs. i always forget they're there and then when i remember to look, there's 3 or 4 postings and it's like getting a little present. i am glad that not many of my friends have blogs, at least that i know of and look at, or else even more of my day would be spent staring at the screen.

the two i look at the most, if you must know, are:
suzy's blog
and gus' blog

the weird part is that i have the same feeling about my own blog (which sounds strange to say: 'my own blog'. i am still coming to grips with my blogging-ness).

so... the weird part is i want to check my own blog and see what happened to me. then i get bummed when i remember that i have to write it first. i won't go to my own blog and discover something new. unless i get a fake blogging ghostwriter.

so, is that the ultimate in laziness? does it say something about me that i would come to my own blog and expect to read new stuff about myself? i swear i am not one of those people who sees themselves in the third person or anthing like that. i odn't know. i guess sometimes i feel like i am too busy out living my life to spend time chronicling it again on my blog. but since no one really knows it's here, it's more for myself anyway.

it's one of those things that feels unremarkable on a day-to-day basis. i am just hoping that i will learn some things when i look back on it. or maybe it's masturbatory and vain. whatevs.